Why exactly do I have to be in Madrid?!

Okay guys. You will call me crazy. But I hate this city. Seriously. So crowded, so loud. Maybe I am just being a bitch because I miss being home with my boys. Maybe I’m just unhappy with the university. But maybe it’s just kind of a shitty place. You can be the judge on that, […]

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My attempt on getting more healthy

I didn’t think that I would ever publicly announce that but… I started doing fitness. Unbelievable, right? Of course you don’t know me, but if you would know me you’d know that I hate sports. Sweating is gross to me. Moving means real effort and that sounds exhausting. Yes, I am lazy. In all aspects […]

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Preparing for a 2 week trip – Madness.

Guys, where should I begin… I have to take a two week seminar for university in another country. I chose the Suffolk University in Madrid because when I have to leave the country I of course choose a warm place, I’m fuckin’ tired of being cold. And we have to pay for the flight and […]

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Social Media Break aka. Setting Priorities

Yes, that is what I’m going to talk to you about. For that I need you to stop taking pictures for the Gram for a minute. You can answer to that comment later. Don’t check your makeup, you’re looking good. Just try to stay with me for a bit. Even though some random chick posted […]

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End of My Early March Challenge – Final Thoughts

Okay guys, the suffering is over. I can’t call it differently. This was a hard and tired month for me and I hated every single second of it to be honest. It didn’t even make me more productive. It made me a grumpy and tired person that is easily annoyed and falls asleep every free […]

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Halfway through My Early March Challenge – an Update

You have no idea how tired I am. This challenge really fucked with me. I’m only halfway through and I feel like shit most of the time. My body has a hard time adjusting to this new rhythm. You have no idea how tired I am… If you have no idea what I’m talking about, […]

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How I Treat Myself After A Long Week Of Work

Thank god, the weekend has finally begun! Work can be very hard sometimes especially when you’ve been getting up at 5 am every morning for 9 days now. It feels like I’m finally starting to adjust to that but that doesn’t mean it is easy. That is why I like to treat myself to really […]

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My Morning Routine For Early Mornings

So now that I’m getting up at 5 am every morning I really try to implement a routine for my mornings so it gets easier to start in the day because I’m struggling with waking up a lot now. Getting used to it is harder than I thought since I couldn’t get as much sleep […]

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Early March Challenge

I have a dream. That one day we can rise early in the morning without feeling dead inside. Well, if you think that was overdramatic let me ask you, how does it feel to wake up at 5 am in the morning every single day? Horrible is the correct answer to that if we are […]

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Why I Struggle With Veganism Sometimes

I love plant-based food. It tastes delicious and is really good for your body. I needed some time to adjust and to learn what I could cook, which nutrients are in which vegetable and how much I need of them. I never went vegan just because I love animals too much to eat them. I […]

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My Way To Work – How I Use My Time Productively

I don’t know about you, but my way to work is way longer than I would like. First it’s 25 minutes by bus, then nearly 40 minutes on train. That is f*cking long. And I hate it. Because it feels like I waste so much time that I could invest in better things than just […]

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Weekend Morning Routine

Is there anything more relaxing and calming than an easy sunday morning? I love how quiet it is in these early hours so I can start my day slowly and do what needs to be done to have the rest of the day off. That is the only time when I enjoy getting up early, […]

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Restart – wish me luck

Yes, I’m doing it. Not sure how this is going to turn out, but I will never know if I don’t try. I’m going to blog in English from now on, while being German/Russian. So please… don’t be dick if my English is not as perfect as yours, I really am trying hard. Believe me. […]

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Sieger stehen um 5 Uhr auf. Hab ich gehört.

Jeden verdammten Tag mach ich das. Jeden Tag stehe ich um 5 Uhr zur Arbeit auf. Und selbst an meinen freien Tagen wecken mein Biorhythmus oder meine Blase mich zu dieser gottlosen Stunde. Es kursieren diverse Berichte im Internet, dass das gut sei. Ich bin mir da nicht so sicher. Dass der Tag so länger […]

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Lest mehr, Leute, egal in welcher Form!

Lange Zeit dachte ich nur richtiges Lesen ist Lesen. Alles andere ist geschummelt und Humbug. Und es müssen richtige echte Bücher sein, nicht dieser virtuelle eBook Mist. Ach war ich ein Narr. Ich habe die Welt der Literatur quasi völlig neu für mich entdeckt, kann ich euch sagen! Und ich lese mehr denn je, obwohl […]

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